Using talents to build God's Kindgom

I wanted to introduce you all to Mary Yates (standing in the middle in the photo above). Mary and her husband Malcolm are from the Bristol region of southern England, but Mary has left part of her heart here in Honduras! Since 2000, when Mary first came down to Honduras on a missions trip, she has felt called to make a difference in the lives of street kids in this country.

Mary started a foundation, called Friends of El Hogar (www.foeh.org.uk), and part of the funds that Mary raises are donated to the Micah Project. What is really wonderful about Mary's efforts, though, is the way that she uses her talents for God's glory! As a classically trained musician, Mary organizes several concerts a year so that she can continue to raise funds for the children of Honduras. This year, she has ten concerts planned. The first one was on April 19th, and featured music from Handel, Mozart and Pergolesi. It was a great success!

One of the things I love about Mary is the way she views the world. Every aspect of God's creation is a source of wonder to her. On her last trip to Honduras, I took her to visit Zamorano University (she was instrumental in helping our Zamorano grad Darwin Pavon set up his internship in Bristol last year). I think Mary could have spent days observing all of the trees and beautiful flowers on Zamorano's park-like campus! She truly lives life with her eyes wide open.

Mary is one example of how God puts a burden on someone's heart to help the suffering children of Honduras. Instead of letting that burden rest in her heart, however, she has used her tremendous gifts to create action. That, in turn, is creating hope in the lives of many children here in Honduras!

Thanks, Mary! And thanks to all of you who have given your time and resources to build God's kingdom in these young lives.

Su hermano en Cristo,

Michael

Prayer Request

Jessica here... I'm writing a quick blog entry to ask for everyone's prayers.  As the economy of The United States has taken a drop so have the donations for The Micah Project.  I have been amazed and humbled watching how God always provides for us and I know He will continue.  He knows our needs and will provide and so I ask you to be in prayer for the Project.  Financially we are struggling and to give you a bit of an idea... last year-to-date we had $139,709 donated to the project and this year-to-date $27,730.  That is a pretty big difference.  I also believe in letting people know where we stand financially so you can pray for this project financially.  We covet your prayers and trust God to provide for everything we need.

Night terrors and crime-fighting bananas

Well, nobody at the Micah House got that much sleep last night. That's because the night before last, an intruder shimmied up the street lamp next to the house and got onto our second story terrace at 12:24 a.m. The unknown thief proceeded to spend almost an hour and a half moving around the Micah House, bundling up CDs, clothing and even a bicycle and sending them over the terrace wall to the street below. We know about this person's movements not because any of us encountered him...no, all 12 of us, including our dalmatian Cheetah, slept soundly as he moved from room to room pillaging our house.

We know what he did because our new system of security cameras has a playback feature. So...when we finally found the time on the surveillance tape that he carefully stepped from the lightpost over our razorwire and onto the patio, we were able to watch all of his movements on recorded tape. Unfortunately, since all the lights were turned out, the images on the tape were even more horrifying...he was just a shadow moving in and out of the light of the street lamp, with only an occasional detail, such as his stocking cap, coming into focus.

The brazenness of his crime was also horrifying. He went into a couple of our boys' bedrooms, removing things from their tables and placing them on the floor in search for valuables. When he brought his loot back to the terrace, he took his time in folding the clothes he had stolen into nice, neat bundles. These two facts tell me that he was probably armed, since he had no fear of any possible encounter. Because of this, I thank God that none of our boys did wake up and provoke a possibly violent encounter.

So...you can understand why we were all on edge as dusk moved towards nightfall last night, and we all faced the prospect of falling to sleep without the sense of safety and security that we usually took for granted. Reactions to the intrusion were mixed, depending on our boys' personalities. Wilmer and Cristofer decided to take matters into their own hands, having recently seen the movie "Home Alone". They gathered up about 20 banana peels and spread them over the terrace at the point that the thief entered, sure that, upon entering again, he would slip on a peel and suffer a massive head injury. For added measure, they spread a liquid detergent all over the terrace to make it as slippery as possible. I think they were actually disappointed this morning when no one broke in and they couldn't put their booby-trap to the test. (I've attached a picture taken this morning with Wilmer, Cristofer and their banana peels...with the offending light post in the background).

One of our other boys suffers from very real and frequent night terrors. You'd think that, with the trauma of our guys' past lives, that would be even more frequent than it is. Well, how do you explain away the bogey-man to a frightened boy when you've got lots of footage of him on candid camera? This one stayed close to me all evening long, not venturing very far way.

Before bed, I got all of the guys together for an evening devotional. I talked them through fear, letting them know that it was natural to be afraid, but that we, as Christians, have a greater hope. I shared Luke 12:4 "...do not be afraid of those who kill the body and after that can do no more" and a good section of Romans 8: "If God is for us, who can be against us?" We reflected on the fact that, as Christians, while our bodies may face danger, our souls are locked away safe and sound, waiting for their entrance into God's eternal household. We ended our devotional time by singing a song in Spanish based on Psalm 121, which is all about the Lord's protection.

I think the guys felt better after our time of reflection and prayer. Even so, we left all the lights on in the house. When I went to check on the rooms, Jeferson was earnestly reading his Bible on his bottom bunk; it wasn't hard to discern the anxiety on his face.

So...though I dozed off and on, I pretty much stared at the surveillance monitor until 3:30 in the morning. Sometimes, it can be a heavy thing to have 12 young lives depending on you. I gave my own anxieties up to God whenever they floated their little tendrils of fear into my heart. I just kept remembering, in the words of Psalm 121 "He will not let your foot slip--he who watches over you will not slumber..."

We ask for your continued prayers for safety. In the last month, our cars have been broken into twice, once in front of the Micah House and once two blocks away, and now our house has been breeched. We appreciate your prayers for God's protection!

Su hermano en Cristo,

Michael

Prayers for Micah--April 13

1. Continue to pray for Wilmer and Marvin as they make daily decisions to walk away from their addiction to the streets and to yellow glue. Wilmer was on the streets the entire week before last…we had gone to the airport to drop off one of our volunteers, when we gave us the slip while going to use the bathroom in the terminal. Dan and the boys found him on their way to church last Sunday, and he immediately reentered the Micah House as if nothing had happened. I admit that we’ve been scratching our head regarding how to get him to realize that life at Micah is so much better for him than life on the streets. His decision-making ability is almost zero…he grew up living a life of impulses. Please pray that God would free his mind and body from the destructive power of yellow glue!

2. Pray for the boy pictured with me above, Jose Daniel. Our street team, headed by Dan Paul, has been spending time with this street boy several days a week in the market district of Tegucigalpa. Many people have begun to pray that Jose Daniel would one day give up life on the streets and join the Micah Project. He is a smart kid and seems to be a good fit for the project. One thing, though, keeps Jose Daniel on the streets: yellow glue. Pray that God would change this kid’s heart and give him the desire to begin a new life! (Dan featured Jose Daniel in a video about our street ministry: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CXzN90tWjG8 ).

3. Continue to pray for Erick. Many people have been praying for Erick, especially on Tuesdays which we have dedicated as a special prayer time for him. He continues to live in Villa Linda Miller, consuming drugs or alcohol on a daily basis. I talked with him on the phone for a while yesterday. It’s almost like talking to two Ericks: one that desperately wants help and wants his life to go back to the way it was before his downward spiral into drugs last year; and the other, who can only see his way forward to his next hit. We still pray for him with confidence, while we are saddened by what the daily abuse is doing to him.

4. Pray for Juan Carlos, Miguel and Jarvin, who are on a missions’ trip to the northern region of Honduras called Yoro. They will be translating for a medical mission’s brigade all week. Pray that God’s light would shine out of them in all that they do this week! (Juan Carlos is pictured above).

5. Pray for Tino, Oscar and Marvin in St. Louis and Olvin in Houston as they finish up their spring semesters at their respective universities. Pray that God would continue to be real to them in all that they do…on a daily basis.

Tony's triumph

Tony has been a friend of the Micah Project for a long time. Several years ago, when he began have serious troubles with his father, who lives in the Villa Linda Miller community, several Micah guys "adopted" Tony. He spent many weekends at the project and especially enjoyed playing soccer with our guys. (Above: Tony with Micah Project soccer team in 2003...third from left in bottom row; second pictures Tony with Karen in 2008).

Then, almsot three years ago, Tony had an accident that would alter the course of his life forever. While swimming in a creek near Villa Linda Miller, this athletic teen decided to attempt a head-first dive. He smashed into a rock, crushing several vertabrae in his back and permanently damaging his spinal chord. Tony would spend weeks in the public hospital in Tegucigalpa, clinging to life. When he finally left the hospital, he was a 17 year old looking at the rest of his life as a paraplegic.

Tony moved back in with his dad and step-mom, but life became pretty miserable. Since they both worked during the day, they locked Tony into the house by himself, with no way to feed himself or change his colostomy bag. When one visiting doctor looked at his bedsores, he only gave Tony a few months to live. Finally, when things got unbearable, Tony's mom allowed him to move in with her at her home in a little village about 45 minutes from Tegucigalpa.

That arrangement seemed to work pretty well, until another tragedy occurred. When Tony's mom was busy changing him one day, his three year old stepsister fell into a water cistern in their backyard and drowned. Her death left a huge burden of guilt on Tony, who felt responsible because of how time-consuming his needs were. His mom felt that she could no longer continue to live in that house because of the memories of her daughter's death.

Finally, we made the decision to move Tony and his mom into a home in Villa Linda Miller that we have previously used as office space. We also began to pay a gentleman in Villa Linda Miller to take Tony to therapy at a rehabilitation hospital in Tegucigalpa a couple times a week. Tony has no use of his legs, and while he has good movement of his arms, his hands are still curled up and he has little use of his fingers. Even so, therapy has given him enough mobility to be able to draw, and he has done some amazing pencil drawings.

This year has been an important one for Tony. A group of American volunteers from a program called STEP (based in Pennsylvania) have been helping out since February. We decided that this would be a good year to sign Tony up for classes in a home-schooling curriculum. This now-twenty year old signed up for the seventh grade, and began his studies with the help of the STEP volunteers. We were able to get him a donated laptop, on which he types out all of his classwork while sitting at the kitchen table in their borrowed home. (Above, Karen helps Tony with his Social Studies homework.)

The STEP volunteers have been very impressed with Tony's humble spirit and sweet smile in the midst of great adversity. This past week, they decided that they wanted to get him out of his house (for three years, the only times he has left his house is to go to the rehab hospital). When they asked him where he wanted to go, he said that he wanted to visit the Micah House! All six STEP volunteers brought him by last night for dinner. Tony was as happy as I have seen him since the accident, able to reconnect with his friends at Micah at last.

Since Tony mostly knows our older guys, after dinner, I had him call Marvin Soto (who is studying in St. Louis) and Olvin Funez (who is studying in Houston). Almost as soon as they answered the phone, he proudly told them that he has begun taking classes again! I realized what an important thing his studies are for his sense of well-being. Before this year, he must have felt that his life had just ground to a halt. Taking classes gives him a sense of purpose...something to look forward to and something that creates hope for the future.

I want to thank the six volunteers from the STEP program, who are headed back to the States in a few weeks, for helping to create this hope in Tony's life. Without them, I don't think Tony would have been able to continue his studies this year. I know that they have spent many hours talking with him, which has given him the confidence to open and share his experiences with them.

Please pray that God would give Tony the eyes to see how he can live an abundant life even through his physical strugges!

Muchas gracias,

Michael

Prayer requests for March 31

Prayer requests for the Micah Project for the week of March 30- April 5:

1. A couple of weeks ago, Jessica's laptop computer was stolen out of our van. A 14 year old drug addict in our neighborhood who was a part of the theft confessed to us and agreed to help us get it back. He went with our two Honduran missionaries, Marlon and Roger, to the police. They all went to the store that bought the stolen computer and arrested the owner. He finally confessed and gave the computer back. Thankfully, none of Jessica's files or programs were destroyed. Marlon, Roger and the kid from the neighborhood are worried about revenge; people are often shot here for going to the police. Please pray for their safety.

2. We thank God for the Wiggs family, pictured above in front of the Los Dolores church. They spent a week in Honduras in their preparations to move here to be full time missionaries for the Micah Project in 2009. They have powerful testimonies of how God has transformed their lives, and, because of this, have an immediate connection with our boys. Pray that God would take the lead in all of their plans to come to Honduras next year!

3. The youth group from my home church (Central Presbyterian of St. Louis) spent last week in Honduras (see picture above in the PANACAM national forest). It was a really powerful week. They brought a mature group of young people and, because of that, the group was fully engaged in all that went on around them. From the work they did with street kids to beginning the new classroom of the Villa Linda Miller school to their relationships with the Micah boys, they truly held God's light high. Above, Kelly had many long talks with Erick, who is struggling with a drug and alcohol addiction (see recent posts below). Pray for Erick as well; we have given him this week to decide whether or not to go into rehab. If he chooses not to, we are going to have to make some fairly drastic decisions which will affect his future and the future of his family.

4. I talked with Danilo on the phone from Monterrey, Mexico, where he is starting his second quarter of studies at the Instituto CanZion music ministry school. He seems to be adjusting well to life in Monterrey. His classes are hard, but he loves studying music. Please pray that he would continue to find friends who can be a support system for him. Also, he is still working out the details of his student visa in order to be able to stay in Mexico. Pray that those papers will come through quickly!

5. Continue to pray for Wilmer (above, in a tree). He has had a great couple of weeks, but today, while we were at the airport, he slipped away from us and went back to the streets (see post below about his struggles with yellow glue). He is such a sweet kid...it is hard to imagine that he could live out the rest of his life on the streets. He learned one English phrase while our youth group was here last week: "Give me a hug!" That sums up his character pretty well! Please pray that we can find him in the next couple of days and get him back into the Micah House. And, pray that God would break the chains of addiction in his life.

6. Please pray for our missionary Dan Paul, who got engaged in Colombia last week and is back in Honduras for a few months of long-distance relationship before getting married over the Christmas holidays. Also, pray for our director of operations Becca Have as she spends a few weeks with her sister in South Africa.

Micah Project Spring Update

A Tale of Three Marvins
Micah Project Spring 2008 Update

Marvin Soto, Marvin Morazán and Marvin Cobán. We’ve had roughly three generations of boys join the Micah family, and each generation has had a Marvin. And while it would seem more likely to have repeat of a name like José (of which we have only had one!), for some reason, God keeps sending us Marvins! Giving you a quick snapshot of our three Marvins, who are 23, 19 and 13 years old, respectively, will also give you some good insight into where we are as a ministry in 2008.

On my trip to the United States earlier this year, Marvin Soto invited me out for a cup of coffee. Between a full load of classes at Missouri Baptist University and an on-campus job in the maintenance department, catching Marvin with a couple hours of free time is never easy! While we sat and chatted with his girlfriend by the fireplace in a busy café, I couldn’t help but remember the little boy that I met selling packets of peanuts on the streets of Tegucigalpa way back in 1993 when I was a college student doing an internship in Honduras. Could this confident and well-spoken man sitting across from me be that same boy who spent his childhood earning a few cents on a street corner in Tegucigalpa?

Of course, that transformation was not automatic: this college junior can’t point to one moment in his life in which he decided that he was no longer destined to be a street kid. Looking back, we can observe many factors that worked together to move Marvin towards success. We can see many faith-filled people who have spoken hope into Marvin’s life through the Micah Project, both as long-term missionaries and as people who have come alongside the project to support him. We can look at the day-to-day environment at the Micah Project which constantly prods our young men forward, even if they are sometimes tempted to run in the opposite direction. We can speculate about some inner perseverance which was inherited from his grandmother, who at age 84 was still trying to convince her sons to give up alcohol and join her church.

But most importantly, we can judge his success as the result of His loving heavenly Father who guided Marvin through the whole, often difficult journey. Marvin can truly echo the words of King David in Psalm 139: “Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence? If I go up to the heavens, you are there; if I make my bed in the depths, you are there. If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there your hand will guide me; your right hand will hold me fast.” (To see a short video interview with Marvin, go to our video collection on our website http://www.micahcentral.org/.)

While 23 year old Marvin Soto has a quiet and calm sense of who he is and where he is going, 19 year old Marvin Morazán tends to live life passionately with all of his emotions on his sleeve. He has an evangelist’s heart; he truly believes that God has rescued him from a very dark place and he wants to share that story with the world. His favorite mode of sharing is through song and the recent album that he put out with a few of the other Micah boys, called “In the process”, highlights very clearly what God has done in Marvin’s life since joining the Micah Project. On one of the songs on their new album, “Comprendí” (I understood), Marvin sings these words:

“Listen! I felt great hatred towards my parents, who abandoned me when I was six, who never gave me a hug or said “son, I love you!”. My shoulders bore the marks of the abuse my dad gave me. I wanted to grow up so that I could make him suffer the same abuse that he had given me. But I was wrong; the revenge in my soul was consuming me, and I didn’t know that another Father was watching me and calling me to move away from the darkness because He was waiting for me. I went to Him, and some time later I could finally see that I was a new creature! He offered me what my parents never could—that awesome love that I have always desired.” (Comprendí, from “En el proceso;” 2007).

When Marvin Morazán graduates high school this November, he is thinking of joining Danilo in Monterrey, Mexico, for a two year program that will train him in music ministry. While he is already a missionary, sharing his message and testimony all over Honduras with the other guys in the Los Micah Boys group, it is easy to see that, with some biblical education and ministerial training, he can truly become a powerful witness here in Honduras.

It was during one of Marvin Morazán’s concerts that I first began to see little Marvin Coban’s true personality. Although little Marvin (Marvincito in Spanish) has been with us for several months now, his true personality is still hidden amongst the survival techniques of street life and altered by years of addiction to yellow glue. But the night that Marvin Morazán was singing, I saw little Marvin sitting on the ground directly beneath the microphone. His eyes were as round as saucers, and he was lip-syncing every word that Marvin Morazán was singing. I could see hope being born…a new idea in this little street kid’s mind that, maybe, one day, that would be him up there with a microphone singing before a crowd.

We are reminded daily though that when a young boy has been forced to live his life on the streets, we have to keep looking in both directions: to help him unwind the damage done in the past even as we help sow new layers of hope that begin to build his future. Little Marvin has never known his dad, and his mom abandoned his family before disappearing to Guatemala when he was a little boy. Though he lived with an aunt for awhile, he was quickly absorbed into street life, especially into the highly addictive trap of yellow glue. Do you know what drugs do to an eleven year old’s brain? While addiction is destructive to anyone, it is especially damaging when it happens during one’s formative years--when one’s brain is still developing--when one’s body is calling out for nutrients to help it grow, and all it receives are the toxic fumes of shoe glue.

Yes, since finding Marvin under a bridge in Tegucigalpa and inviting him to join our family, daily life has been a balance of expunging the streets from his character while at the same time helping him to see possibilities for the future. Each day we see a little of the streets in him mixed in with a little of the boy that he can be. He can be an excited little boy who is memorizing Psalm 139 in our devotional time along with the rest of the guys and the next thing we know, he is pulling a knife out of the kitchen and going after one of the others who has slighted him in some way. He can talk all week about going to a park on Saturday, then get out of the van on the way back in a fit of rage and return to his old haunts in the market district to get high.

Even so, the progress he has been making is enough to keep pointing us towards the future. In his first couple of months with us, he would flinch anytime anyone would put their arm on his shoulder; now, he is accustomed to starting each morning with a hug. His flashes of anger are giving way more often to a quick wit and a willingness to please. His natural intelligence (he taught himself to read by sounding out words in newspapers that people were reading on the streets) has led him to test into the third and fourth grade level in our home schooling program. Although he has gone back to the streets (and the yellow glue) several times since joining the project, we have more hope now than we ever have that he will make the choice to leave them behind forever.

Sometimes it helps me, when little Marvin is having a bad day and the desire to get high is causing anxiety that he takes out on all around him, to remember that big Marvin—Marvin Soto--once went through the exact same things. It helps me to dream of little Marvin in big Marvin’s shoes…a college junior with many accomplishments already in his past and big dreams for the future. Even as it is a daily struggle to help little Marvin leave his street personality behind, it helps to dream about where he might be in ten years, when he will be 23, just as Marvin Soto is now.

And that is the blessing of having a ministry that is now eight years old. We don’t just have blind faith in God’s power to transform these lives, as we had in the first year of the Micah Project’s existence. We now have many, many experiences of how God can take lives and begin to transform them in His image. Not all of the boys that have entered our doors have been able to escape the dark bonds of street life; a few over the years have made decisions that have caused them to slip back into those chains. Is it possible that little Marvin will follow their path? Of course, it is possible. But as we see Marvin Soto just a few courses away from graduating college, and as we listen to Marvin Morazán sing of his Father’s love that freed him from those chains, it gives us the courage and perseverance to keep praying for little Marvin.

It is those prayers that we ask of you. I believe that God loves to hear a chorus of prayers—voices and hearts unified toward a common purpose. Join us in praying that God would continue to work in our three Marvins…to prepare them for the purposes that He has called them to. Pray for courage in our staff and missionaries…to keep hoping even in the tough moments. Pray that God would continue to use the Micah Project to shine His light throughout Honduras and the world.

We are deeply grateful for the many ways that you have supported us and loved us in the past eight years!

Your brother in the journey,


Michael Miller

For weekly updates and prayers requests from the Micah Project, take a look at our blog: http://www.micahcentral.blogspot.com/ and as always, our website: http://www.micahcentral.org/ .